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Happy Halloween!

Flash padawan learner

been toying with flash a bit. I'm gonna add little elements to my after halloween site, so look out for that.

BTW - there IS a secret link on the main page of my site....did you find it? heh heh

TRICK OR TROUT!!!

Getting excited about Halloween, sucks that halloween isn't celebrated like Christmas. Spooky goods hitting stores around July, costumed halloween mascots sitting in malls for kiddie-type photo ops, halloween specials being played over-and-over-and-over again on T.V. ...err...I change my mind. Maybe Halloween is better left alone in it's downplayed splendor.

BTW-- Jon Stewart is my hero

A semi-retraction

I know last time I said I wasn't going to spew off about self-indulgent crap, but I've never had the obscene amount of pain associated with a sprained/bruised ankle. It kinda feels like someone hamstringed me then poured battery acid into the wound. Painkillers...take me away!

....I'm going to cut my foot off now.

10/14/04

I could spew off an array of self indulgent bullshit like I normally do in this blog, but that subject seems to be on my mind right now. All of my life I've looked out for number one because I was under the mistaken notion that was all there was. So I began a form of narcissistic care and didn't care who I treaded on. I had good friends who didn't want to upset me when I hurt them in little ways I was to blind to see. And tonight I finally came to some form of morose catharsis about the aftermath...my little "me" campaigns wrought with martyrdom and woe, my idiotic bullshit that lead me down the wrong paths (you get the idea). None of these transgressions can be corrected with an apology, yet I'd gladly offer them to those I've hurt if I knew that the people who once called me friend would accept them. And as for the wrong choices I've made? Those I must live with in the hopes they may come around again so I may be able to see them through different eyes.

But, to end this entry on a positive note: I do believe the one good choice I have made is marrying Sheri. She is kind, understanding, and a very beautiful person whom I love. I may mess up alot...not say the right thing...or sometimes be a nuisance...but I'm glad she still loves me after a year of being married to me.

the Halloweiner

HOLY F#^K!!! I UPDATED!!! ....

...granted the update is a new halloween themed index page (done entirely in Photoshop by yours truly) and this blog entry. But, it's an update nonetheless! More to come...

...had alot of folks email me about the mix I posted last blog. I'm currently scheming my next audio goodie for you all so stay tuned.

...and finally an observation: maybe it's all the hours I spend at work, but I think a fat kid falling out of a bus is the funniest thing I've ever seen (well, with the exception of this)